Fri Jan 15, 2010 to Wed Jan 09, 2013, three years and 1810 posts. The longest time I have been anywhere without being thrown out on a bogus charge. For a long time I felt welcome for who I was, but recently no longer. I can feel the ground shake underneath me with the tall-tale signs of violence looming in the near distance, something I have been too familiar with and hoped it would not follow. A curse so to say. This time I'm not letting it win. With that I am leaving and I might not be back and before I do I wish to say goodbye to so many of you whom have touched me as a human with your knowledge and kindness.
Goodbye ShadowCell, goodbye Destiny_Gundam, goodbye G9000 Gundam X, goodbye Mythgarr, goodbye Soma, goodbye Arbiter GUNDAM, goodbye angelwingzero, goodbye Yazan, goodbye Dark Duel, goodbye Strike Zero, goodbye Amuro NT1, goodbye Lightningcount, goodbye Kuruni, goodbye HellCat, goodbye Gelgoog Jager, goodbye Ryujin (even if you think I'm retarded), goodbye Silver_August, goodbye Compass, goodbye ZeonsSilverStar, goodbye Kei, goodbye bullethead, goodbye kayone73, goodbye domino, goodbye Kaioshin, goodbye zerogradius, goodbye Raptor, goodbye Newtype87, goodbye Amion, goodbye Cybaster, goodbye teslashark, goodbye E08, goodbye TakaTahuNuva (thanks for at least trying to cheer me up), goodbye PoweredGNFlag, goodbye Vent Noir, goodbye Flame-X, goodbye YokozunaBulldozer, goodbye Toxicity, goodbye Mu, goodbye Wingnut, goodbye Sume Gai, goodbye reeoyuy, goodbye Seraphic, goodbye NastyNate, goodbye yazi88, goodbye hitokirigarou, goodbye mccred23, goodbye Shinji103, goodbye Outlaw, goodbye Bonsey!, goodbye Kratos, goodbye Dendrobium, goodbye Xenosynth, goodbye Andrew_Graruru, and goodbye to Chris.
Some of you hated me, but I never hated any of you, not even now. Maybe one day I will find a place where I can be welcomed for who I am, maybe one day I will find a place in which my oddness is not so infuriating to people, maybe one day I'll stop being depressed, maybe one day I can be trusted instead of being called a troll or disruptor or derailer or whatever other synonym exists, maybe one day I can find a place in which I am not hounded for crimes I am not guilty of.... Maybe, but I also realize that the day may never come. I'll admit I crack jokes at times, but didn't mean to have such a venomous perception as some sort of chaotic monster with some diabolical agenda. Even I do not find myself interesting enough to be on the same anything as that. I am as worthless as dirt- Actually no, that is insulting to dirt as it makes a better substance to walk over than I am.
Goodbye MAHQ, forget this place and it's kind people I will not. There really is no place for me anywhere.
